I wrote a post all the way back in May about my journey with weight fluctuations due to medication. At the time I was going to the gym 5-6 days a week, and eating incredibly healthy. So, what’s happened since?
I started trying to lose the weight I gained on Gabapentin back in April, and since then I’ve lost a little over 30 pounds! Honestly I can’t believe I’ve lost that much, and I never really believed I’d be able to do it. As I mentioned in my original post, I’ve watched multiple family members struggle with their weight, which was discouraging. Now that I’ve lost the majority of the weight I gained, I feel so much more like myself. After the weight gain, my body didn’t feel right and I felt uncomfortable all of the time. I don’t think we should equate beauty or self-confidence with weight, and I recognize some of these thought aren’t exactly body-positive. However, losing the weight has lifted the uncomfortable feeling that was dragging me down.
As of right now, my health is no longer in the place that I can work out as much as I was. The combination of school and declining health, doesn’t leave much time for anything else. I’m hoping once I get my IST under control, I’ll be able to work out again. I’m still eating pretty healthy, but I’m not as crazy strict as I once was. Every one in a while you’ve gotta live a little, ya know? Plus, you can only eat so many scrambled eggs and apples before you go crazy.
It will be a year in November since I stopped drinking any carbonated beverages or caffeine. While I wasn’t losing weight at the time, I do think that decision has made the whole process easier. Plus now that I’ve been doing this for a while it’s much easier. Even though I’ve loosened the reigns some I’m still continuously losing weight, and trying to live as healthy of a lifestyle as possible. Right now my main goals are to lose around 10 more pounds, and hopefully be able to workout again soon.
Chronic illness makes weight loss/gain super difficult, but not always impossible. If you are currently trying to lose or gain weight, don’t feel discouraged! It may feel incredibly slow, but the fact that you are trying your best is all that matters. If you’ve been working hard but your health gets in the way, that’s also okay. Sometimes you’ve got to take a break, or slow down in order to take care of yourself.
Do you have any experience with weight fluctuations due to chronic illness or medication?
I hope you are all doing well!