Yesterday was my first day of my first college class.
Even though I’ve taken all the steps to get here, it doesn’t feel real at all. I’m seventeen and going to college, and it feels weird.
Not a whole lot is going to change. It’s community college, so the work shouldn’t be that difficult, and I’m still living at home. I left high school back in November of 2016, so its been a while since I’ve been to school. The only fear I really have is getting really sick again and having to leave, other than that I’m not too nervous. It’s been five and half years since I’ve been able to go to school full time. That means I was twelve last time I went to school consistently, so it’s been quite a long time.
The first day of class went pretty smoothly. I’m taking Art appreciation, since I need an art credit. We aren’t using a textbook and we won’t have a final exam, which was pretty surprising to me. I had to go to Micheal’s after class though and get a bunch of painting supplies because, as a surprise to me, we’re painting. I thought we would be appreciating art, not creating it. I have lots of good artistic ideas (well, good ideas to me at least) but actually executing them well isn’t my thing. I’m sure he won’t grade too hard on how it looks since this is a beginners class though.
Today I have a meeting to finalize setting up disability services with my college. I’m pretty proud of myself for doing everything I needed to do to set this up, and applying for college in general all by myself. The only thing my parents did is fax papers to the college from their work, since we don’t have a fax machine at home. This will be the first time I’l have to advocate for my health all by myself, which gives me some anxiety. I usually do most of the talking, but my mom’s usually there to fill in the areas I’ve forgotten. Gotta love brain fog!
Things feel like they’re going in a good direction for once. I just hope it stays that way.
What’s new with you? Do you have any Summer plans?
Lots of Love,