So much has happened in the past month for me health-wise. My Pride Month posts were not as frequent as I had planned, since my health did not corporate this month. I had a lot of ideas for posts for Pride month that I still want to do, they just obviously won’t actually go up in June.
I started taking Corlanor again for my POTS and IST, and this time I didn’t have a bad reaction! I’ve taken it for a month, and haven’t seen any improvement but I’m still hoping I will soon. I’ve been exercising about 3 times per week, which is good! It does take up all of my energy though so on days I work-out I’m not able to do much else besides that which is annoying. My POTS symptoms have only gotten worse since I started making all of the changes they suggested at Mayo, which is really frustrating. At this point I can’t be out of my house for more than one hour before my body starts shutting down. That time is even less if I have to stand or walk a lot, or if I’ve had chores to do around the house.
My GI tract is a bit of a long story. My GI started me on a muscle relaxer for the PFD which seemed to relieve some of the constipation, although I was continuing to feel worse. I had an x-ray done of my abdomen and my entire colon was full of excess stool, so things were not in fact getting better. First they had me drink mag citrate to try and clear it out, but it only cleared a little bit of it. Then I drank colonoscopy prep, which I thought worked for a few days, but it didn’t. My gastroparesis was not a fan of me drinking the prep, because it was a large quantity and you had to drink it quickly, This resulted in me continuously throwing it up every time I drank another glass.
My Gastroenterologist is trying to figure out a long term solution for the constipation since nothing seems to work. He thinks that Dysautonomia is causing me to have really bad intestinal dysmotility. I’ve been WAY more constipated than this many times, but I didn’t have any imaging done so I have no idea how far the stool was backed up then. I’m so distended I can’t wear jeans or anything without an elastic waistband, and I look a solid five months pregnant. I’m currently drinking more mag citrate in hopes it will work this time, so cross your fingers for me!
In June I started a clinical trial for a gastroparesis medication. It was a double-blind trial that used 50% placebo patients and 50% drug patients. Obviously I can’t know for sure, but I think I may have received placebo because I only became more symptomatic while on the medication. The intestinal issues probably played a role in that too though. The experience has been really interesting, even if it wasn’t helpful for me. It’s still really cool to be contributing to science that could benefit me and others with gastroparesis in the future. I’ve also learned a lot about clinical trials, which will be good to know if I ever participate in another one!
On a more personal and not medical note, we’re moving! I talked about us looking for a new house well over a year ago, but the timing ended up not working out. However, we finally found a house we really like in the city over from us, which is about 30 minutes away. We closed on the new house on the 26th of June, and we put our house on the market on the 22nd. There’s already a contract on our current house so we’re hoping it will sell and close on July 24th. I’m really excited about the move, and feel like the change will be good for me. It’s not far at all from where we are now and I’ll still go to the same college so that’s definitely a plus!
I started an online summer course at the beginning of June and it ends in less than a week. I was nervous that with my health being so poor right now that I wouldn’t be able to do it, but the class has been really easy and the work load is super light. I’m taking Spanish 1 and since I took two years of Spanish in high school it’s been more of a refresher. It feels really good to be able to succeed at something after my bad Spring semester and withdrawing.
Things have been really tough for the last few months. Some days I start to feel like I’m hitting my breaking point. I try not to think about everything too much, but when you spend most of your time alone it’s hard not to think. I’m really trying to stay hopeful that things will improve soon. I hope you all are doing well! What have you been up to lately?