My 2019 Goals

2018 was a crazy year for me. There were so many triumphs and heartaches that it feels difficult to remember them all. I’m sure many of you agree that this year has felt very long, especially if you are an American. 2018 brought a lot of change into my life, both good and bad, change is hard. 2019 already feels like it is going to bring me even more change, and hopefully with that will come more growth. Here are my 2019 Goals…

  1. Grades, Grades, Grades

When is this not a goal of mine? My education is so important to me; honestly maybe even a little too important. Next semester I’m taking 16 hours, which is more than I’ve ever taken before, and some of my classes are known for being really difficult. My goal for 2019 is to maintain my GPA, and get A’s in all of my classes.

2. Transfer… again

Oh dear reader, are you getting deja vu? This time last year I was working on applying to transfer from community college to a university, and this year I’m working on applying to a new university. It’s starting to seem like I just loving filling out that common application! I’m hoping to transfer to a different university that offers my intended major, as my current university does not. The school I’m looking at is quite difficult to get into and has been my dream school since I was a child. As much as I dread that thought of moving again, I’m really hoping I’m able to transfer again for the Fall semester.

3. Be more open

Outside of this blog, where I often share far too much, I am very closed off in real life. I play my cards close to my chest, and have learned to have quite a good poker face. I don’t offer up very much personal information when people ask, and honestly this makes it really hard to grow relationships with people. I want to be more open with people in my life, and new people I meet in 2019.

4. Read More

I did a decent job reading this year, but there are so many more books I’d love to read in the coming year. In 2019, I want to read 50 books, which may be quite the undertaking, but I think it is doable. (Stay tuned for a ‘what I read in 2018’ post).

5. Be more active on WordPress

This past semester definitely slowed down my posts, at times to a screeching halt, but I really want to be putting out more content. I also want to read for blogs, and interact with ya’ll more here on my blog!

Thank you for spending any amount of time this year reading Queerly Texan! I’ve thoroughly enjoyed each and every interaction I’ve had with ya’ll. Let me know what kind of posts you would like to see from me in 2019!

What are your 2019 goals?

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Revisiting My 2018 Goals

At the end of 2017, I made a post about what my goals were for 2018. During the entirety of 2018, I never went back and read them until now. To be quite honest I had forgotten what most of them actually were, which made revisiting them kind of fun.

My first goal was to keep my grades up, or more specifically, maintain my GPA in the spring semester of 2018. Now I’m not sure whether to say I met this goal or not. On one hand, I actually ended up having to drop out of spring semester due to illness, so I didn’t receive any credits for the work I did at all. However, I did maintain my GPA for the fall semester when I went back to college. Technically I did keep my grades up, just not in the spring semester. I’m gonna call it a win, even though it is on a technicality. 🙂

My second goal was to transfer to a university and I did that! I didn’t end up at the school I thought I would go to in that post, but I did in fact transfer to a new school.

The third goal I had was to get my pharmacy technician license. I did not do this, and it is also no longer a goal of mine. I changed my major and getting a pharmacy tech license isn’t as relevant to my future as it once was.

My fourth goal was to be more involved in my community.  This year I did a few new things to be more involved like participating in the March for our Lives, and voting in my first election. My community also changed some, as I moved forty-five minutes away to go to university. I joined a few clubs/organizations at my university, one of which is a volunteer organization where we do blood pressure screenings for people dealing with homelessness and poverty.

The last goal I made was to continue blogging, and I think this post is proof that I did in fact do that. I would like to blog more in 2019. This year was so crazy for me that my blogging slowed down towards the end of the year, but I would like to post more often in the future.

What goals did you have for 2018? Were you able to accomplish them? Let me know in the comments! I’d also love to hear that your goals are for 2019. Look for a post of my 2019 goals coming soon!

 

Turning 19, Finishing my First Semester at a University, and More Life Changes

Ya’ll! It has been far too long since I’ve properly sat down updated / spent time on this blog in general. Finals are over (hallelujah) and it’s officially winter break. I’m going to try to rapid fire catch ya’ll up on everything.

Back on November 17th, I turned 19! It feels really weird to say I’m nineteen, as it sounds both far too old and too young at the same time. My birthday was on a Saturday, so I went home for the weekend and celebrated with my family. My older sister couldn’t come that weekend, so she came the weekend before to my apartment and we had a lot of fun hanging out. She lives four hours away from me, so I don’t get to see her as much as I’d like. We went to a queer coffee shop in the city my university is in and played Drag Queen Bingo, which was really fun!

School has been a whirlwind. I can’t believe this semester is already over. As a whole, I had a pretty good semester. I took Biology II with lab, chemistry I with lab, and Spanish II, which totaled to 13 hours.  Chemistry was HARD! Since I didn’t really go to high school, I practically didn’t take chemistry, so everything was new to me. However, even all the other students who had taken chemistry previously also struggled; I guess it’s considered a “weed out” class for a reason. I managed to pull out an A, but there were definitely times that it felt like I was holding onto that A by a thread. I’ve never studied so much in my life for one class, but I feel very proud that I was able to do it. I’m very pleased I was able to keep my 4.0 this semester!

After many conversations and months of internal conflict with my college major choice, I’ve decided to change my major to nursing. I think the nursing approach better envelops my ultimate goal of taking care of chronically ill patients and being their advocate, than the general approach of being a doctor does. I do however still want to be in a provider role, and plan on getting my masters to become a nurse practitioner later down the road. It took me a long time to get to this conclusion, but I’m really excited about it. Realistically I knew Med School would never work out anyway with my health issues, but I didn’t feel peace about letting go of that dream until recently. The only downside is that my university does not have a nursing program, so I have two options: 1. finish my prerequisites at my current school and then apply directly to nursing school for Fall 2020, 2. transfer next fall to a school that has a nursing program to finish my pre-reqs there and then go to that universities nursing school afterwards. I am planning on re-applying to my dream school because they have the best nursing program in the state, and if I don’t get in then I’ll just finish up at my current school.

I’m a little bit sad about the possibility of me leaving my current university. Although this semester has been tough, I do really like the school. On the other hand, the school I’m applying to has been my dream school for so long and it’s in the city I’ve always wanted to live in. I have not made the friends I was hoping to this semester, so the idea of starting all over again is both intriguing and terrifying. I’m really hoping I make some friends next semester, as I’ve been incredibly lonely.

Overall I am really grateful for this semester, and everything it has taught me. Thank you for sticking with me, even with the lack of posts these last few months. I’m hoping to be able to post more in 2019. How has your life been? If you are in school, how did your semester go?

I hope you all have / have had a very happy holiday season!

Queerly Texan Turns Two!

Today, two years ago I started Queerly Texan!

I never would have thought that I would still be blogging two year later. Queerly Texan has been an incredibly important part of my life over the last two years. It’s helped me connected with other queer and chronically ill people, which I wasn’t getting in my real life. I have documented so many of my triumphs and difficulties on this blog and I wholeheartedly appreciate everyone who has taken the time to read any of my posts, left a comment, or followed this blog. It means more to me than you could imagine.

I hope I can return the favor and help other people looking for community online to feel a little less alone, at least for a moment. Thank you to everyone who has done that for me.

Love,

Alyssa